my wife left me because of my drinking

I can't believe what a fool i've been.. i've decided to stop everything with alcohol and my doctor prescribed me with antabuse but what if i become addicted with this??? I've had a very sad childhood and drinking helped me forget everything i didn't have... and how i'm all alone.. what am i to do??/ I really want to stop drinking. i want to get my wife back.. i need her..
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Antabuse is regularly prescribed in the case of patients who want to curb alcoholism.
what should i do??? what is better? addicted to pills or to alcohol???? i'm so unstable that i can't do anything right these times..